Alone lyrics

When have I been living alone with loneliness?
When have I felt distanced from others?

I've been forever waiting for the warmth of others
Been hoping, but nobody's ever lent a helping hand

Lived alone, sang alone, was how I've always been
Your average kindness won't help me now

In the hopes that this loneliness will

When did I start smiling all the time?
When did I lose my true smile?

Could only pretend not to care,
couldn't even depend on the kindness of others
I trembled with the lack of love,
as if everyone were escaping me

Left behind by clockwork happiness
In the end, it all fell apart

The immature songs I continued to scream,
couldn't take the people I care about the most
To tomorrow and disappeared into the skies

The skies that were too blue weren't too bright for me
the undelivered song slipped right through love
I lived alone, sang alone, that's how I've always been
Your average kindness won't help me now

In the hopes that it will one day disappear